I just created this label "uncertainty" as I was reading through my 2012 blog posts.
I'm trying to think of a better way to explain it, but what I meant by that was each day was kind of stressful not knowing if Soeun would get sick.
We had a diagnosis finally, and for a time he was trying out a drug. So maybe we were thinking it was over, or under control.
And some days he would have a really good day.
But then the hard days were hard, I think we forgot to expect them.
I think life is still like that a bit, but The Dizzy Monster doesn't visit us as often in Cambodia, and its not as intense.
Update: i found the word- unpredictability
http://themighty.com/2016/06/chronic-migraine-and-unpredictable-daily-life-and-treatment/
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